Out of Control

I don't feel good.
Its like I've stumbled upon some slippery road.
No matter what I do, can't seem to hold,
To keep trudging on the right road.

I hate it when my will is thwarted.
Especially those I expected to follow it.
I have very few things I want
But those I do, I expected to have.

Right now I'm reeling in some limbo,
Unsure of what to do.
To the one who openly disobeys,
And refuse to subject to authority.

The only thing I'm sure nowadays,
Is that I am in a place that's really mine to take,
And no matter what it requires,
I'll see it through to its successful climb.